Beautiful word ; Beautiful world

 18.13 8 Oktober 2022 a few second ago I just post my drunk diary that had been stuck in my draft since the last time I writing it. that drunk diary doesn't express and explain much about what I'm going through. now let's start from the beginning shall we. let start from the kosan problem. sebenernya untuk sekarang ini mungkin bisa dibilang gw sudah lebih menerima semua problem yang ada. walaupun jadinya tiap minggu gw mesti pulang ke rumah untuk bisa beristirahat dan tidur dengan tenang. I feel bad to consciously keeping my distance with her in bed to order getting away from the smell or getting kick or getting touch with her. gw sendiri juga gk tau sih diri gw bau atau gk but can she thinking for one second that she should keep her clothes smell nice. but luckly this week I didn't get a any bad fragrance from her so yay I get a nice sleep for a week but still can't compare with sleep in may own bed.  about pulang tiap minggu juga menjadi satu hal yang ternyata tid...

 18.53 Jumat, 09 Agustus 2022 yoo I'm having a headache and I need to write my feeling out. I guess this is the effect of drinking 2 tablets of panadol because I'm getting frustrated.  gw menulis ini pada di masa semester 7 akhirnya resmi dimulai, well it's start since last week but everything kinda crowded now. so so so many shit to do. oh yeah and I've been doing this PKM shit for 2 month. sekarang kayak tiap minggu tuh selalu padet dengan segala macam hal. nyiapin materi, nyiapin tugas, mikirin judul, gondok sendiri sama kelakuan orang" di kosan, gondok juga sama ghibahan guru yang aneh" aja. awalnya gw gk akan menduga gw akan betah disini tapi ya lama" mesti menyesuaikan aja. this place is so far different from my old kosan. a lot of thing that I don't like and makes me angry sometime but I gonna keep it inside karena ya mana mungkin gw koar" marah ke orang" begitu. gw kesel bagaimana orang" bisa sangat cuek dengan kondisi kosan, ka...